t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Thursday, February 05, 2004
i find it kinda amusing. that i never did realise a fact about myself.. up till just now. it just suddenly dawned upon me that i've lost total control of my emotions. yeps. don't think all of you would be able to catch this lil 'ball' that i've just thrown right out into this cyberspace full of uncertainties.. so.. forget it. ha. =)
life's been a total blast.. well. in certain ways that is. been pampering myself a whole lot. too much maybe? ha. well.. we shall see about that yupp? i'm totally melting whenever i look at my illuminating star glode.. so i'm pretty much in ecstacy right now. ha. one minute of happiness exchanged for a whole day full of agony and pain. hm.
comp's been running hot and cold. geex. maybe its sick. you think? ha. modem seems to hate me one odd days and love me on even days. well. i think i better stop talking bout it lest it dies on me AGAIN. =)
hm! lets see. school ended early yesterday.. so.. i went down ta collect muh ic! and yeps. i saw terry when i was on the train! ha.. to think of it. its been some time since i last spoke to terry.. or timmy.. or roy? uh. lol. *shurgs! just a sudden thought. nothing else that i'm pointing at. unlike certain people i know of. uh. *looks around.
came across certain stuffs today. and once again i feel as though i'm leaving in stone age cos i haven't been updated on almost anything? but to think of it. who am i to know everything right? right.. hm. c=
well. yeah. collected my ic and went over ta raffles city.. met kor and qing ai de! its been a while.. and all did was take advantage of my kindness! =x i was nice enough to surrrprise them by dropping by for a visit.. and i got bullieddd! >.< ha.. i ought to stop my complaining disease. hur hur.
slacked around there till bout 2? went down town ta meet yeh yeh! yeaps.. met her at cine.. slacked.. rotted.. and bumped into pts and nuer! so yeah.. went ljs for lunchie. well. of cos.. i ate yoshi yosh wit yeh yeh before that.. the usuals.. beef bowl and misoo! *gringrin. had my choco cream pie at ljs.. ate and gobbled.. and FINALLY we took off! headed upstairs for a lil shop shop.. and over to heerens so nuer could buy her box! hm. bought 2 starry cards. that's purchase numberrr one! =) proceeded to send pts off.. and off we went! to kino for my pretty lil starry globe! *squealls. its. -g o r g e o u s- ! even muh mum says so. so.. breath taking. *sighs blissfully. ha. i should just cancel the word bliss from my dictionary. cos well. i rathe rnot experience it at all if it just inflicts so much pain soon after. yeaps. in other words. portia's doing her run away job again. whoops? ha..
bought.. my lil globe.. and continued shopping! ha.. i'm gonna be buying my star tarots! okay. strictly no playing with the cards.. solemn promise yeah? =)) hmm. and oh. this.. star book! nuer.. yeh yeh.. and i... we're getting it! yayness. ha.. yeaps. went shopping and lardeedahh. met my mum.. and once again.. headed to bukit timah saddle club for dinner! hmm.. was good.. darn full! ha.. saw one or two beautiful horses.. gawd.. and well.. went home! wasn't in the best of moods.. couldn't get to sleep at first.. kept waking up. sigh. blahs. i just hate that feeling i get whenever i enter my room.. and its time for bed. things just.. seem to love flooding my mind then. sighs*whatever it is.. what's done is done. can't be undone.. can it? hm.
well. and i basically woke up to another horrid day once more. repetition of yesterday. plus the part in which i CRIED during chinese. *loser. had breakfast alone.. french toast from ljs!! was great.. minus the horrible orange juice? *makes a face. gawd. i wonder WHO would wanna drink it except for goons like myself. haha.
yeaps. skipped class due to CERTAIN stuffs. met leon.. taylor.. ski.. and dia! hung and bummed around.. poor them hadta follow me here and there.. tsk. i feel bad. ha. but i bought my bodyguard of the day lunch! i'm nice alright.. met gan erzi and her girl.. nuer.. uh.. kazaf? this smss girl.. franches.. charlotte.. joel? hmm. yeah. oh.. had a catching up session with dotteh too.. in the rain! oh.. HOW ROMANTIC. lolx. but really. its been long since i last walked under the rain.. so frankly? it felt kinda good. made me feel better too.. somehow. hm. yay. i miss dotteh. nuer. pl. pts. wei son. phy son. lynn son. and everyone else! cry*
bought dia the eeyore pen from more than words.. and uh.. hm! bought myself the colourless eeyore! SO CUTE. oh gawd. ha. i've yet to buy my bag.. my -stead-'s present.. and all the v day presents! oh. i got parfum too! gringrin* its NICE alright. bleah. i've gotta go buy more parfums! lucky lucky here i come.. lardeedahs. aiights. i think this entry's long enough for pleasurable reading.. i hope? well. gotta stop now. ai's on! *flies off. i wanna be tinkerbell! =|
. x . butterfly takes flight . x .
zen me yin cang wo de bei shang
shi qu ni de di fang
ni de fa xiang san de cong mang
wo yi jing gen bu shang
Verse 2:
bi shang yan jing hai neng kan jian
ni li qu de hen ji
zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun
na xiang nian de shen ying
ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
na zai zhong dian zhi qian wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai
Chorus:
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
nice song. no?
;elysium.
10:08:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
